It's me again..... I really tried to hide my thoughts and feelings in my last entry...and tried to seem as if though i were on cloud 9 about tonights concert...and I was ...until my mom called me this morning with some news.....
I am asking for your thoughts and prayers once again my friends in Jland ~ I don't know how much more i can take....
One of my uncles might possibly have lung cancer...they saw some spots on his lungs ~ and the Dr. said it looks like it....they are running more test this afternoon.
I broke down on mom on the phone and told her i feel just awful for having plans for the concert tonight , cause i feel i need to be with family right now.... she assured me to go ahead and go to the concert...that I already had these plans not knowing something would come up....
So I am going on to the concert....but my heart and thoughts are going to be with my uncle and family the entire time ~ I see now that i went ahead and took off today for a reason...not knowing...why i really needed to ~ for me to get the news while i was in the comfort of my home alone. I was only going to take off friday....to rest up from the concert....I am so glad i took off today as well.
As i said above, they are running more test on him this afternoon ~ not sure when the final results will come in.... tomorrow I plan to go spend some time with family at my grandads.... My uncle and my grandad broke down today they say.... it just breaks my heart cause i don't know how much more my Grandad can handle.
I have so much anger inside, and I know that isn't healthy and it's not the way it's suppose to be.... but all i can keep thinking is WHY....WHY ....WHY????
God, please give me the strength as well as my family to get through this whatever the outcome may be....please take this anger from inside my heart and let me feel your loving embrace to somehow comfort me during this trying time
Amen
oh terri i'm so sad saying prayers for the best
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I'll be praying for your uncle and for the rest of your family Terri & Mom, The "C" word always scares the daylights out of us when ever its brought up, but hopefully it turns out to be something far less severe. Praying the test results are in his favor..... Girl think happy thoughts!! tonight is your night to unwind and release your frustrations ... Go to that concert and have an amazing time tonight!! What the Hell have a good time for me too, I'd love to be there to hear Brad Paisley sing "She's Everything" or "The World" with the one I love at my side... Yup thats right i'm jealous!! LOL Have fun and be good.... or at least be GOOD at bein "bad" ;) Love ya girl xoxoxo
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ReplyDeleteMany prayers for your uncle and your whole family!
Hugs,
Gretchen
Oh Terri, hon. SO sorry to hear about your Uncle. I'm sending my most positive thoughts and prayers out to you and your family. I really hope you can enjoy the concert. Email me if you need to talk.
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Dear Terri;
ReplyDeleteHun I am so sorry to hear about your Uncle. will keep u guys in my thoughts and prayers. let me know if you need anything at all.
LOVE YOUR FRIEND HATTY
I'm really sorry for your family. I will hope for the best for you Uncle. ::Prayers::
ReplyDeleteI will keep your uncle in my prayers and thoughts...keep us posted..big hugs,TerryAnn
ReplyDeleteTerri, I will keep your uncle in my prayers, Hugs Lisa
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