Hey everyone...
First of all I want to thank you all for the thoughts and prayers for my aunt, they are very much appreciated....
My cousin came home from college over the weekend ~ and spent the night friday night with me...saturday Jeff and I ..along with my cousin and some other family members gathered at my aunts to visit ~ It's not good...she is in ALOT of pain...early in the week last week she was taking 15mg morphine...and she was in so much pain in the middle of the week they increased it to 30mg...by the weekend the pain was severe...they increased it yet again to 60mg...she was so sick last night she couldn't get the meds down...she was suppose to go back today for more chemo...but they didn't give it to her...instead she is getting an MRI..and I am waiting to hear what they have found out...if anything.... She is not one to cry in front of others...but from time to time over the weekend she was in so much severe pain in her head and neck...she would cry out in pain...It's sad to say but i am so glad i was not there to see that ~ I'm not so sure i could handle seeing her in that much pain...my mom, other aunt, uncles and grandad were there...along with her husband, sisterinlaw and some others...they all prayed the rosary ~ asking God to give her some kind of relief...and some comfort... I am so scared....I have never been through anything like this...I don't know what to expect next...and i fear the worst....all i have been doing is crying this last week...I cannot hold it inside anymore....I broke down on my grandad on the phone...and also on my mom....none of us know what to say to one another...because we all feel the exact same way...we are at a loss for words...all we can do is cry together...
My post may be few and far between for awhile...I need to give my real life a front row seat for awhile...get my priorities straight....and spend as much time as possible with my aunt and family during this trying time....I hope you all understand...I will try my best to keep up with everyone....although i may not be able to comment...every time...please know i will read you...and love ya'll bunches....
Hugss...
~Terri~
IM SENDING YOU THE BIGGEST HUG I POSSIBLY CAN THROUGH CYBER SPACE!! I loveyou , you will be in my prayers. Dont sweat the J land posse, we will all be waiting here when you come back. I love ya, Krissy
ReplyDeletePlease do not worry about us. Your real life should take a front seat.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what to say other than I am thinking of you T and I wish I was there to give you a great big hug right now.
Love YOu,
Stacy
I wish I could give you a hug, I am so sorry. Watching someone you love so much suffer is awful. My grandpa is going through a lot right now and everytime I see him I want to cry. My prayers are still with you sweetie and your aunt.
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MANY HUGS TO YOU TERRI MY FRIEND... you know where we are, take care of you and your family! XOOXOX GWEN
ReplyDeletehugs and love...been there and done that recently...if you need me you know where to find me....saying prayers....Take care of you!
ReplyDeleteKelly
Hugs to you and your family...I will continue to pray for all of you....you really do need to spend time with them and not worry about this place...we will all still be here...comfort and support each other....chris
ReplyDeleteTerri, sorry about your aunt. I will keep her in my prayers. bren
ReplyDeletePlease know that you are in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteI will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs to you,
Mandy
Terri,
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry for your families hurt right now.
I hope she gets the right treatment and meds to make her feel no pain
Love ya Girl and 100% understand that you wont be around too
at this difficult time. HUGS Cass
Believe me I know how you feel. And yes it is very hard to know what to do or say. There really isn't too much except be there and pray. Everyday I don't go see my dad, I feel guilty because I know he won't be here for too much longer. I'm just really happy that your aunt has you and your family to be there for her and care for her but sad for you because the loved ones feel the pain too. Here's your hug-----> {{{{{{{Terri}}}}}}} : ) Hang in there. GBU, Shelly
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ReplyDeleteBless all of you,
Missy
Terri, you need to worry about yourself, your aunt and family right now. Don't worry about is. Those that truly love and care for you will be here waiting for whenever you have the time to write or visit. I just hope all our prayers are answered, and they get you through this too.
ReplyDelete~ Jenny
Awwwww Here's a {{{{{BIG HUG}}}}} from me
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for your aunt
Love, Marina
Terri, this is horrible, I'm so sorry. Dear Lord, please take away the pain from her aunt and let her know that her family is all there for her and love her. We want her to feel better and we want Your will to be done. Thank you Jesus, Amen.
ReplyDeleteI wish I was there so I could give you a big hug. Watching a family member in pain and being helpless to it is the worst feeling. You are such a beautiful woman Terri, cry if you want to. It's better than holding it all in.
OH and forget about journals if you need to. We will be here when you are able to visit. ((((Terri)))) ~Melissa
Take as much time as you need. I am here for you if you need me. Love you terri and keeping her in my prayers ~B
ReplyDeleteContinued prayers are with you and your family Terri. I pray that you all find the strength to be able to support eachother through this tough time.
ReplyDeleteBig Hugs,
Lorraine
We love you, Terri.
ReplyDeleteAnd we're here for you.
XO,
bridgett